ultrasound update...

Well, the news isn't good. They did an ultrasound (and an internal ultrasound which isn't an experience I think I'd like to repeat) and there was no heart beat to be found. "Surely we are bummed" I believe is the biblical quote I'm looking for. :) Inspite of being 'surely bummed', we are also ok. I think I'm over most of the crying and the joy of Munchkin and Little Dude are the balm for my hurts right now. I've had lots of warm wishes, offers of help and love sent my way and that support has been wonderful to experience.